then i got, you know, for the sale of the promotion 58 sale of her clothes at christies. then tom ford asked me to do his campaign for guchi when he was there for ten years, i worked with him. and maybe that was what really put me in the world of fashion as a photographer. >> rose: have there been times in this career in which you worried that maybe it was not going to work the way you thought it was. >> you know. >> rose: when a magazine night have stopped calling or something like that. >> i think that there is that fear all the time. i don't really know. i'm a freelance, so even though last year i turned 30 in my profession, i think that there is no assurance. i was saying if you win a gold medal at the olympics doesn't mean will you win it next year. and you know it's the same with us. i think we are only as good as our last job. and as much as people can tell you oh you have really made it, in my head i don't think you ever really make anything because i mean it's like you. you have an amazing reputation but who knows whether next year, you know. we hope not. >> rose